Zaleah’s AP Blog

 We had a fire. Some boys got in a fight knocking down the fire estinguisher. We all had to evacuate building, while doing so there was more fights and more fights after being outside. We had a smooth day in class. 

I did not feel good this today. I did not know what was going on with me. I got a lot of work accomplished.

 This week we were testing. I did not have any tests for this semester. I had an interesting conversation with Ms. Sam. 

 We played the card game. This time we have more people in the class. I feel as if it was more fun the last time we played. Today, we was given our agenda for the rest of the week.

 I was not feeling well today. This pollen has really been getting to me this year. Lets hope for a better next week.

 For today's review, we were put into anonymous groups. The groups were based on the pieces of evidence given. Our job was to find the topic, position, and three claims. Afterwards, we had to present and write down each group's claims as each group presented.

For the rest of the year we are preparing ourselves for the ap exam. Today, we played a game. I learned a lot while reviewing. I aint never played a fun literature card game before. 

 I was talking to my counselor per usual. You would think saying your problems out loud would help, but in reality it does not. Well at least not all the time. Every time I get caught up I am set back again. 

 Today was just too much for me. It started off on a positive note but it ended differently. Was already headed to my class but then the fire drill happened and I I had to wait. Then, when attempting to come into class people expect a pass as if its nit obvious that I am actually trying.

 I have no words for today. I was just dreading being in that school. I am over all of it and I'm tired of work.

 I needed to take a day to just get some work done by myself. No music, no school drama, no loud voices, no bs relationships; just me, myself, and I. I need to be on my a1 for these next 26 days of school. I need to bring my grade up in my precal class to at least a high B, preferably an A.  This would be the first year of not passing with all A honor roll. I need to continue to prepare myself for these timed three paragraph essays. 

 I had an interesting talk with my counsellor yesterday. She told me this week my goal is to write down five goals and five things that make me happy. The only thing on my paper is the title. I'm not sure if school is the distraction or myself. 

 Spring break was full of surprises and bs on my end. There were some fun moments , sad ones, and sleepless ones. To be completely honest, I still think I am catching up on sleep from last week. I am excited to have some weight lifted off me with my math grade coming up. This whole semester had been revolving around pointless precalc. I just know that I have to pass, but I keep asking myself how?

 With all honesty I did not want to get out of bed. I had to push my self off just to get up. I went to Starbucks thinking that would make my day a little better, but I thought wrong. I slept the whole day at school. I think some of my teachers marked me absent on purpose. 

 It's Friday and I don't believe anyone was at school. School looked like a ghost town lol. I can't wait to look back at this bs year as I walk across that stage because no school year can get harder than my junior year.